Put your head on my shoulder

I remember when you sang me to sleep when I was a little girl..

a song that I remember faintly..

I remember when you used to dream for me

someone I wanted to be..

I remember when I used to leave you notes

and you would read them dutifully

I remember you

everything you are to me

I remember when we used to laugh

sitting in the back seat of your beaten jeep

you told me stories

all which I will forever keep

I remember the morning that I lost you

the pain - the agony

my longing..

you will never be here

My nightmare a reality

to face the world without you near

all I'll have is your memory..

It's like stumbling over and over again. My knees are bruised and I keep wishing you were here to help me up. All I feel is pain. It will go away but just like a stubborn throbbing in my head, it comes back again.