A lot has changed since then, I checked my last entry;
Sunday, May 31, 2015 entitled Heartbroken
Honestly, I let myself be engulfed with the flames of adulthood and just embraced that FCK IT attitude.
Too many relationshits too count and too many irrelevant people later.. and now I'm engaged.
HAHAHA!
I can't believe it myself, I actually found someone who accepted me for me.
Walang halong keme, walang halong bullshit.
Standing here now, in the middle of a long road ahead still -- with my worn out armor but oh I welcome the blood now, I welcome the carnage because I overcame so much and I can say I have conquered it everything that came my way.
I feel more confident now, far from the child I was when I decided to quit school just because of a skinny little bitch who laughed at me for being fat. Hey! I'm still fat oh but I've learned to embrace all my slabs. I am unappologetic for who I am now, all my flaws, all my drama. I am content with who I am now.
Writing or the thought of writing has been haunting me for months now.
Maybe because it has always been my truth and I'm afraid of what I will come to face on this blank sheet of paper -- but I'm glad I did write tonight because what I came to realize is that I did good.
And all is well.
